AM I AN ADDICT?
This may not be an easy thing to do. All through our using, we told ourselves, "I can handle it." Even if this was true in the beginning, it is not so now. The drugs handled us. We lived to use and used to live. Very simply, an addict is a person whose life is controlled by drugs. Perhaps you admit you have a problem with drugs, but you don't consider yourself an addict. All of us have preconceived ideas about what an addict is. There is nothing shameful about being an addict once you begin to take positive action. If you can identify with your problems, you may be able to identify with our solution. The following questions were written by recovering addicts in Narcotics Anonymous.
If you have doubts about whether or not you're an addict, take a few moments to read the questions below and answer them as honestly as you can.
Answer Yes or No
If you have answered YES to any one of the questions, there is a definite warning that you may be an addict If you/have answered YES to any two, the chances are that you are an addict.
If you answered YES to three or more, you are definitely an addict.
"Am I an addict?" This is a question only you can answer. We found that we all answered different numbers of these questions "yes." The actual number of "yes" responses wasn't as important as how we felt inside and how addiction had affected our lives. Some of these questions don't even mention drugs. This is because addiction is an insidious disease that affects all areas of our lives even those areas which seem at first to have little to do with drugs. The different drugs we used were not as important as why we used them and what they did to us. When we first read these questions, it was frightening for us to think we might be addicts. Some of us tried to dismiss these thoughts by saying:
"Oh, those questions don't make sense" (Or) "I'm different. I know I take drugs, but I'm not an addict. I have real emotional/ family/ job problems." (Or) "I'm just having a tough time getting it together right now". (Or) "I'll be able to stop when I find the right person/get the right job, etc."